Married but secretly love guys

Married but secretly love guysI started having sex with guys before I had sex with girls. My friend who would stay the night when I was younger was my first sexual encounter. Fast forward 30 years. Married with k**s. Happy life and everything. But there is something about sex with another man that is so much better. I often use apps to find hookups. I?ll make an excuse to go out after finding someone online. I?ve had a handjob, sex,